Not really much I want to say today.
I'll just let this video I made awhile back speak for me today.
Monday, January 7, 2008
Thursday, January 3, 2008
He's back...
I know it has been awhile since I've said anything. To any of you who actually read this, I apologize. I've had a lot on my mind, but didn't really feel like typing anything out.
I got KJ-52's CD "The Yearbook" for Christmas. I highly recommend it. Very inspirational stuff.
2008 is here. You'd think now that over a year's worth of time has passed, the pains would have eased, but they're just as prominent now as they were then. I have, however, been able to suppress the pain for longer and longer periods of time before it comes bursting back up. Maybe that's not healthy, but it keeps me going. I also have to thank my friends Daniel, Jason, Jordan, Sabrina, and Scott for really helping me out of my pits.
I'm not really sure where I'm going right now. I thank God for World of Warcraft right now, though. The game has provided a way for me to interact with my friends when they're not close by, and just escape into another world, another person, for awhile. Here, I'm in a state, it feels, of constant struggle - I feel out of place, I keep fighting down the pains of loneliness and doubt, my job is stressing me out, etc. But there, for awhile, I can simply be Mossimo, the Dwarven Paladin. There, everyone just sets aside (usually) their real life problems, and just come together to tackle problems in the game. It's not a fix for my problems, of course, and I'm not using it to try to avoid my problems... But everyone needs a break from them.
Not all that long ago (a month or two back), I signed up at a site to find a Pen Pal or two. After two weeks had passed and I got nothing, (and being to shy to start one up myself), I kinda wrote it off as never happening. Glad I was proven wrong. I got an e-mail today from someone who seems pretty cool. God knows I could use another friend.
I have to go to work soon, so I'll wrap it up here.
My Dream Paladin Build
This guy is my hero =)
I got KJ-52's CD "The Yearbook" for Christmas. I highly recommend it. Very inspirational stuff.
2008 is here. You'd think now that over a year's worth of time has passed, the pains would have eased, but they're just as prominent now as they were then. I have, however, been able to suppress the pain for longer and longer periods of time before it comes bursting back up. Maybe that's not healthy, but it keeps me going. I also have to thank my friends Daniel, Jason, Jordan, Sabrina, and Scott for really helping me out of my pits.
I'm not really sure where I'm going right now. I thank God for World of Warcraft right now, though. The game has provided a way for me to interact with my friends when they're not close by, and just escape into another world, another person, for awhile. Here, I'm in a state, it feels, of constant struggle - I feel out of place, I keep fighting down the pains of loneliness and doubt, my job is stressing me out, etc. But there, for awhile, I can simply be Mossimo, the Dwarven Paladin. There, everyone just sets aside (usually) their real life problems, and just come together to tackle problems in the game. It's not a fix for my problems, of course, and I'm not using it to try to avoid my problems... But everyone needs a break from them.
Not all that long ago (a month or two back), I signed up at a site to find a Pen Pal or two. After two weeks had passed and I got nothing, (and being to shy to start one up myself), I kinda wrote it off as never happening. Glad I was proven wrong. I got an e-mail today from someone who seems pretty cool. God knows I could use another friend.
I have to go to work soon, so I'll wrap it up here.
My Dream Paladin Build
This guy is my hero =)
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